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Saturday, 29 August 2009

Currently
Reach
By Eyes Set to Kill
Darling
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I have this nauseous, scared butterfly feeling in my stomach.
I feel that something very horrible is happening at this moment, but I don't now exactly what.
I can't particularly explain why I feel like this, I just really do, and it scares me to no end.

Thursday, 27 August 2009

A. I like granny smith apples with peanut butter. Or even by themselves! To be honest, I like all apples.
a. I, however, dislike when an apple is kind of soft, or has that nasty brown coloring to it.

B. I like the color black. It's a slimming color. I like to wear black sometimes, not as much as I used to, though.
b. Only thing I hate about black clothing? If you are in the sun, it soaks up all the heat.

C. I adore new clothes. When I come home with new clothes, I try on everything I got and show everyone.
c. However, I haven't been on a shopping spree in years. :[

D. I also love D N Angel. It's my favorite manga, and was really the first series I got into. :]
d. I have all of them up to this point and it sucks waiting for the next one to come out. :/

E. I like to empathize with people I know.
e. But I like them to empathize with me.

F. I love my friends and I'm glad I have them.
f. Though sometimes I hate my friends' friends. :/ It happens.

G. When I'm bored, I like to get on Gaia Online and troll around on the GD.
g. Downside of this is that several hours will randomly go missing. O.O

H. I like to play on Hard on Guitar Hero. I'm ok :]
h. But now I feel like I need to try Expert. :[

I. When I smoked weed, I used to love Indica strains. They make your head high and make you trip as opposed to making you feel sluggish and whatnot.
i. I hate that I don't smoke anymore because I can't relate to some people anymore. And some of the people I can't relate to anymore are really close to me.

J. I really like to joke around with people.
j. I just hate the jokes that are really old.

K. I like to karezza.
k. Most people will not know what the hell I'm talking about. :P

L. My older-younger brother's name is Larry the Llama, and I love him!
l. He is super hyperactive and can make you want to punch him. <__<

M. I like money. Do I need to explain why?
m. I never have any of it. :[

N. My favorite band is Nirvana. I don't care what people say about how Kurt Cobain sucked so bad. I don't think he did and I like the band a lot.
n. Since Kurt Cobain is dead, there will never be a chance for me to go to a Nirvana concert and there will never be new music.

O. I can't wait to get old enough to drink.
o. Except after 21, what age to I have to look forward to?

P. I really like pizza. With a banana pepper? AWW! That's the fucking shit!
p. Pizza can get really old, really fast, though.

Q. I have quit smoking cigarettes and I'm so happy!
q. But I've only been done with them for a few hours. :/

R. I like to run...
r. ...on a treadmill. Lol

S. I like new socks that are soft and warm on my feet. That nice feeling when I first wake up.
s. I hate when they get sweaty and dirty. Or when holes form on the toes. :[ Or socks that aren't knee socks and aren't ankle socks. the one in between. Or the socks that squeeze my legs and leave marks.

T. I like to talk to people and have cool conversations.
t. I hate to talk to people that aren't very intellectual.

U. I like to go out and buy new underwear. It always feel like I'm treating myself to something special. I think it's cause only I use them.
u. I hate when they ride up and I have to do that awkward move where I'm trying to get my wedgie out without anyone noticing. That or just pretend that I don't have a wedgie, which is really hard not to notice.

V. I'm happy I was born with a vagina. :] I love being a girl!
v. Except when I get my period. Then I hate it super uber much. Also, I was automatically disqualified from Para rescue because I'm a girl.

W. I like the water. A lot. I think it's my Pisces side of my showing through.
w. I hate the beach, though. Not because of the ocean, it's because of all the people that are always there. I can be very solitaire.

X. I've always wanted to go on a treasure hunt where x marks the spot.
x And that's basically all that x is useful for.

Y. I love being young. I wish it could last forever.
y. Unfortunately, it can't, and that scares me.

Z. I love zebra print. It is so cute.
z. But things that have zebra print always cost an arm and a leg. I don't know why, but they do.
Currently
No Really, I'm Fine
By The Spill Canvas
All Over You
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I don't really know what to write about.
I'm new to this!
So I guess I will say that my hands are about 30 degrees less than the rest of my body and I have this horrible feeling in my throat.
It feels like an air bubble?
Not to mention I feel sick and my stomach is kind of turning in a way that reminds me of dirty water and shame.
I don't know why it feels like shame but it does.

I wish that I could go back in time so that I could attend Woodstock.
Not really fair.
But I did get to go to VooDoo Fest last year, so that's pretty sweet.

Right now, my mind is not following any certain string of thoughts so I'm very sorry that neither is my post.